At age 36 I should be married, have children, be in a fine career, have a nice home and mortgage as well as that nice Family SUV and so on. But am not! I am divorced and 2 children i do not know and well, have trouble finding that “Career” job that will last me 30 + years. I am restless to the point of going days without sleep. I pray a lot for peace yet, my life does not measure up to the success I was always taught a man should have in his 30′s. Its driving me nuts! Is it normal to walk at night unable to sleep and look at million dollar houses and wonder how people did it? How’d they get that house and what do they do to keep it? After all, thats the traditional good old American dream isn’t it?