whay do i do? KYLIE tickets…?

What do I do? I have always wanted to see Kylie, and last year when her tickets went on sale a good friend of mine died and her mum couldnt afford the funeral so i decided that her funeral was more important than Kylie (who is my fave and i have never seen live) and gave my $$ to her mum for the funeral instead! later my cousin heard of 2 tickets on sale and bought them as a surprise for me, but unfortunately Kylie got ill and postponed… now however i have been travelling for a long time and have been in 1 place for 6 months and i have a job and a fiance here (love at first sight) I really really wanna see Kylie and i wanna see my family too but i dont wanna leave him behind but we cant afford to both go back to my home… what do i do? miss Kylie or risk going home and having to stay away ages while i save to come back here. its about $6000 Australian for a return ticket… and i have my return home but then id have to get another one to come back here and home
oops just saw the typo… what do i do? sory bout that
thats it from now on im typing slower… or ill keep making typos sorry